Update #2

OMG....I'm such a bad blogger....
I haven't blogged properly in like a month now!
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry! life has been kinda hectic lately...and to be honest... really really tough. =/

1. So the usual... uni and work. Ahhhh. most major assesssments are over now, but starting finals in a couple of weeks. So so so screwed, since I haven't actually started anything. You know that feeling you get when there's just too much work, and you don't know where to start...so you dont start at all? hahaha yeah... that's me. everyday. So jealous of the kids who are already on holidays... ):

2. Work. as in.. part time job, work. It's so tiring :'( everytime I have work, I come exhausted, and I don't end up doing anything for the rest of the night. and it takes up so much of my time these days. Fridays are the worst, coz I have uni from 10-5 then work from 6-10. Leave the house at 9, get home at 11. Somtimes we close late too, coz it gets kinda busy on friday nights, so I get home close to midnight. And saturdays/sundays when I have my 12 hours shifts. -.-

3. Mixed emotions about a certain aspect of my life. - the dilemma of moving forward, or taking a step back. I don't know what else to say, because I, myself don't even know what i'm thinking. so so confused ):

4. Life in general. So tired of life and all it's shit. There are so many problems, that I don't know how to fix and it's all piling up. I find myself so unhappy everyday, and no one seems to understand. I don't know how much longer I can take this.

Just really need a holiday.

P.s. I promise to blog more from now on!